Devastation!

Today I feel like a good friend called me up out of the blue and told me she never wants to be my friend again. I am confused, I am angry at why I didn't see this coming, and I am sad because the relationship meant a lot to me. Well, this didn't happen....but I did get word that MY scrapbook store is closing. Lasting Memories. I have a dear connection with this store. I used to work there, and so have my sisters. It is the source of my creativity. With out it I will not be able to do my creative projects with such ease. I am really devastated. Why didn't I know? Couldn't they have let me prepare for this? I have die cuts to make for a card that is due next week...and now I am stuck, with out the comfort of MY store that is just down the road, that has everything I need. It has been ripped out of my life, and cannot easily be replaced. A huge part of my life is doing creative projects for other people...well now what? I don't know. I feel betrayed. Is it silly to cry over a scrapbook store?